20.07.10

I'm trying to sleep, but I can't :(
Besok mau ke Bandung, krn perginy pagi, jadi gue nginep dulu di saung kuring cipayung. Jadi perginy gampang.
Oh gosh, I really2 wish that I fall asleep right now :(
Kadang insomnia jadi ngeganggu banget pas saat2 kaya bgnii.
Lagi kepengen nulis blog aj, ga tau mau ngomongin apaan juga.
Cuma lagi mencoba membunuh waktu :p
Hm, okay, let's start.

I need a man, really.
Not a boy.
I really need a man who will stay beside me,
Won't hurt me.
Who suddenly come to my house in the morning and bring a breakfast for me,
And watch me eat it.
Somebody who gonna pick me up when we're on dating.
Dinner in a fancy restaurant,
Bring me a bucket of flowers in my birthday,
Kiss my forehead when he meets me.
A guy who makes every girl envy me because I have him.
Like that.
Is there any guy like that?
If yes, please call me. :p
But seriously,
I really need a man now :(
I. Need. Love.

Oke gue makin ga bisa tidur! :(
*sigh
Bneran berharap besok bisa jadi hari yang jauh jauh jauh lebih baik dari hari ini.
Setiap hari gue berdoa memohon kaya gituu.
And you know what? My day is getting better and better :)
Thanks, Father.
Moga2 besok di Bandung hepiiii. Seneng2. Bisa tidur cepet juga pas d hotel :)

Oia, let me talk bout my college.
I'm officially Tarumanagara University's student.
I picked Management.
And hm, I'm not ready for college yet, fyi.
I still wanna live in Bogor, my hometown.
Its like hard to feels apart with my momdad, and my fam.
Silly? Yes.
Bogor-Jakarta is only 1hour.
But its like,
Hm, its really seems hard to move to other city :(
Just wish me luck,
Really wish me luck for my college.
You! Yes you!
How's ur plan? :)

Okay, I'm trying to sleep again.
Cao! :)
Anywy, follow my micro blog,
@shindyvesica.
Thanks :D
G'nite, pals :p

20.07.10

Aaahhhh kangen nulis disinii.
Yeah, semenjak pake , jadi jarang banget nulis di blog yah?
I miss this diary :p
Tapi tenang ajaa, I bought Netbook Sony Vaio and modem.
So I can update my blog :)

Okay, I broke up with that bastard.
Yah putusnya juga ga enak. Brantem.
Dan, dia jadi orang yang paling gue benci sekarang.
See? Cinta sama benci bedanya tipis, banget :p
Dan gue amat sangat bersyukur gue putus dari dia.
Tuhan baik udah ngasih tau permulaan gimana dia.
Thank You so much, Father :)

And, hm. Gue lagi ga deket sama siapa². Ga satu cowo pun.
Dan mungkin gue masih berharap sama Gessa.
Inget mantan gue itu kan?
Tiap ari aja gue kangen dia.
Apalagi pas baca² post di sini sebelomnya.
Kangen semua kenangan sama dia.
Dia cuek banget. Apa itu yang buat gue makin kangen dia ya?
Kangen pas dia ngusap rambut gue tiap kali ketemu dia.
Kangen semuanya.
You know what? I've tried to tell him that I miss him like hell.
But, he didn't care at all.
Ya Tuhan, buat semua kenangan ini tetep ada disini :)

And now, I hope I'll find my Prince and my Hero :)
And, I hope for the best for my college.
Wish me luck! ;)

:)

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