you

hey. how are you today?
still have a cough?
sorry. my illness is just going everywhere ;p
get well very soon, love.

well, we are getting closer each day.
i think. but i don't know what are you thinking right now.
maybe i'm just a friend for you.
but i'm falling deeper for you :)
i haven't met you yet today.
its like hell for me.
i miss you so damn much.
where are you? :(
i just can't imagine to not see you for a long time.
you know that we will not see each other for next 2 months.
i hate it now.

i tried to not show my feeling to you or to our friends.
but i can't pretend not to care when you're sick like now.
do not care if you're late in the morning, and you didn't do that final test.
i just wanna do a little thing that i can do for you.
just like give you my ovaltine everyday before you wake up.
wake you up every morning even i have to wake up earlier.
give you my medicine.
keep your blackberry and wallet in my bag.
i just wanna see you, feel your touch, hear your laugh.
i love when you touch my hair or even smell it.
i love when i have a chit chat with you.
i love to see your weird hand replica in my room ;p
i love to see you eating.
i love to see you sing. yeah, you're my melody.
i love to hide this feeling.
i just wanna scream out loud, tell you i love you.
but i know i can't.
never.
someday, if you know about this fuckin feeling,
you know how to find me.
you know how to tell i love you too, right? :)