Current Life

whoa. time passed real fast.
i'm on my 6th semester now. it's.. almost done and i'm gonna be on the 7th semester real soon.
can you believe that? i was blabing about my first day at Uni and so on, and now.. more than 3 years has passed. time aint kidding you, right? ;p
so many things has changed. from the thing that i won't expect, and that makes me who i am today.
currently I'm in a relationship with a German guy ;p
i almost forgot you, boogie. but he found you lol
so. his name is Sebastian Martin Stutz.
he.. is the happiness that you could have asked for.
he made my world so colorful, he never gave up on me, he is too sweet, he always do the best for always being here for me ;)
you know, German - Indonesia. thousands miles.
and he is working real hard to see me on JULY!
he bought his tickets, which is 6th july - 20th july.
it's more than enough to dream for him to be here :)
for him to know what my life looks like here. to know me better. for finally seeing me in person.
i guess this would be just the new things for us.
the first for all those things. i can't wait to brag him when he's here lol
the first time he hold my hand. the tight hugs.
the first kiss.
and so on :)
i am excited about this. you are too, right herr stutz? ;p
i love you more than much, baby boo.

yours,
S~

cheesy pictures yet sweet.

by: Jennifer Liviana

by: Jennifer Liviana

hello. Tyler

hello, Tyler Jacob Bennett.

thank you for opening this page. this is not necessary tho ;p

this is only a silly thought from me of you.

i.. miss you.

you know from the deepest of my heart that i love you still.

no, no. don't worry. i'm not begging you to have me back, or love me back.

hm.

i'm pretty happy with our friendship now..

you don't have any idea when i had u again.

when you said hello to me.

it's just, i got those warm feelings inside me..

and it makes me happy :)

when we didn't fight.

and we talked how's life..

and we had a great time. well, me actually ;p

yeah..

thank you for keep reading until u got on this line.

i still care about you. so much.

i wish i were the one for you..

i wish those line was not a joke..

you don't know how hurt was me.

u don't have to know.

to see and hear that you're getting better and better. it's enough :)

i will always love you tho.

and if someday you forget about it, just re-read this again :)

xx,

Shindy.

hello.

hello you :)
how are you there?
i'm sure you're perfectly fine..
it's great tho.
after all this time..
i miss you so bad..
you never know how many tears have been fallen for you..
do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?
you have no idea how much this love push me.
how many fake smiles that i showed if they ask me, 'you're okay?'
how many memories are flown through my mind.
i miss those butterflies.
i miss when you were made me smile.
i miss the way you made me blush.
i miss the word that said you're here, for me. forever.
i miss your voice that said i love you.
i miss your guitar's sound..
ha.
i just try to take you out of my mind. out of my heart.
but yeah, you stay there.
always stay there.
do you feel the way i am hurt right now?
you just made me fall.
you;re not teaching me how to rise again, and move on if you're gone..
you left me like this..
i hope you remember me someday..
i hope you remember me, the girl that you ever loved.
will you? :)
it doesn't matter where you are right now..
you're always be here.
in my heart..
no matter how long you go..
you know i'm still here, waiting for you.
i used to hope that forever is have its meaning when i'm with you..
but, yes. forever is just a word.
i used to believe in forever..
until you really left.
but i know forever have its own meaning for me..
they said,
i'm stupid.
just keep hoping that you're gonna be back.
but yeah, maybe they are right..
you're just a dream for me.
you're just too good to be true for a terrible girl like me :)
and you're always be a dream for me..
can i keep you? in my dream. forever.
so i can't let one of this tears run down again.
so i can be with you there.
so i don't have to face the ugly truth.
i just wanna sleep forever..
if i can't have you in this cruel world,
so i can have you there.

i just wanna sleep. forever.

i need you now..

hello :)

well, hello again.
its such a long time from my last post.
err.
second smester is started.
hope i can pass it well.

nothing happen between me and him.
we still best friend.
just 1 thing i kinda curious with.
are we still bestfriend if i said i love you?

kinda tired of being single.
i want someone who can be with me..
let's say i'm lonely.

i'm gonna miss you. so bad.