August 11, 2010

Yeah, I'm still insomnia.
Now is 12:12 AM.
I'm waiting for sahur at 3 AM.
No, I'm not fasting. But I wanna watch some television program.
So, I'm not going to sleep until sahur come :)
I gonna go to jakarta tomorrow.
I will drop my stuff at my rent room and accompany my auntie to the doctor.
Phew. Luckily I will go at 2pm :)
So I can sleep after I watch that tv show :)

I like Stuart Collin now.
I like him because he replied my tweet twice.
I wonder if he still remember that tweet.
I bet he didn't remember at all.
Pity me :p
But still, I like him.
And my senior know him, and he played together.
My senior tweet-ed him, galang told him that I adore him so much.
And you know what? He replied it again.
*faint*
I just.. Oh I love him..
I like him just because he replied my tweet.
Just because that.
Ha-ha -___-
And I hope that I can know him more and more. Amen.

I'll move to Jakarta on Sunday :(
I haven't ready yet, God :((((((((
I don't wanna leave this city, this family, those friends :(
I.. Just wanna stay here :(
On mon(ster)day, I'll start my college life..
My mom's friend, Tante Wati,
She's very close to me. We shared everything. Her life, my life.
And she told me, she is so sad that I'm going to move to other city.
Which is mean, we're going separated.
She thinks that we can't bbm-ing again, sharing, hanging out at the afternoon with her daughter, and so on.
And I'll change. She afraid of that :'(
Yeah, I'm worried to bout that things.
I'm worried that I'm gonna change.
But trust me, tan. I won't.
I'll do my best so that bad things won't happen :)
Okay, tan? Just believe me, I really do.
Yeah, maybe my mom feels that too.
She didn't tell me, that she's sad or what.
But I believe she was.
Hm, I love you mom, dad :)
I'm gonna miss my bro and my auntie too.
They're my precious people. I'm my life :)

Maybe it's too much.
I just gonna move to Jakarta.
Jakarta-Bogor is about a hour.
But I just like, I still want to be w/ my family :'(
Wish me luck, guys.
*smooch
And goodnight :)