it feels broken.

hello there.
i feels like an idiot right now.
crying for someone who doesn't care about me at all.
yeah, this called fall.
fall like fall. and no one ready to catch you.
it hurts.
really hurts.

i tried to talk with him.
try to make a lil conversation with him.
i asked him how's his report.
and lucky me, he replied.
i told him i will come to my ex school.
i miss that place. and the main reason why i wanna go there is him.
and he said, is fillas birthday on that day?
i said yeah, that's his day. you, do you remember my day?
and he said, its about october 23 or 24, isn't it?
and i just replied, my birthday is on 17.

you know what?
i hope he will come to my rent house and bring me a flower.
like last year.
come with all of my friends.
to celebrate my birthday.
to show me how much i mean to him.
but the fact is he doesn't remember at all.
he doesn't care.
even a little.
ha-ha. feel sorry for me? thank you.
how about that?
will you feel the same with me if that's on you?