Let him go :)

on my older post , i told you about 1 guy .

yeah , him .

yea , my love was growing . 3 months .

we just closer , everyday .

my days became colorful when i passed it with him .

me made me love him endlessly .

i can't deny it , yea . i still love him now .

this second .

i still wants him to be mine .

but i know it can't .

he don't like me , for sure . haha .

and i don't know how long i can stay like this .

hurting .

crying .

sad .

my friends said to me ,

leave him !

he's just can make you sad , make you cry .

you miss him right here ,

is he know how hurt you ?

i still wanna be with him .

even he hurt me , and makes me bleeding .

i don't care .

but i realize ,

his life would be better without me .

*sigh

really hard for let him go .

i know its not easy . really .

i already introduced him to my mom and my mom best friend .

went to move with my best friends and his.

went to senayan with my friends .

i've never been in love like this )':

but i must let him go .

i felt my life so messy .

really ):

maybe its the best for him .

but not for me .

am i strong enough for let him go ? :'(